I've never liked change. The funny thing is, i am terrified of monotony as well. As always, a new season of change is setting up shop in my quaint little life. I'm being pushed into a place where I am not comfortable. Something sick inside me wells up and fights against growth with bitterness. This wonderful mercy is welcomed by my resistence. In the recent past I have been learning to be ok with geographic change. To pick up and move to a new area, living as full as I can. The past few weeks I have been losing some of the dearest people in my life. You know, life has happened and we've pour ourselves into it. Deep emotional change. I am trying to let go.