Wednesday, February 28, 2007

I'm starting to believe that it's not about being perfect...
Its about being humble enough to admit your not.

Please pray for me as I am trying to surrender. I have no idea how to give all of me. I am seeing how much I need grace. This is a beautiful thing even though it means turning off the perfectionist mindset. this is where life is to me now.

Tuesday, February 13, 2007












I needed you and you came to me.
I felt alone and you filled my heart with your peace.
I asked for you and I ran in disbelief

Lord, I have run from you and loved safety instead of you.
I have worried about tomorrow and gave myself to fear.
As I was in the desert, I am desperately wicked.
I have not believed that you are good.
Lord, please forgive my doubts and save me from wandering
My soul wells up and I plead with you to hold me.
I am ashamed of who I have been. Teach me to trust you
help me to see your beauty as you overwhelm me with truth.
Teach me to tell others of your love.
I need you and I cannot do this on my own
I confess that I am lost in Sinai. Help me find my home
You are my father and my soul is healed by your name.

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

so my brakes failed in my car this weekend. I have no idea what to do. Im trying to focus on his provisions in the past that I would not be overwhelmed.