Is annoyed with arrogant pastors because they reveal what I hate about myself.

I have such a pervasive arrogance. It creeps up inside of me and causes me to feel superior to others. God I have such a wicked spirit in this regard. The desperate heart that you have created inside of me longs to be protected from this elitism. God help me surrender myself to you, I am so sorry for the darkness inside. I cannot keep from going here unless you save me... Forgive me Lord. Help me to be a servant...